Solace

Photo: me looking at Soldiers Pass Cave Sedona I went here just months after my late husband, Michael’s passing because I heard Sedona was very healing. January 2020

This was inspired from the cancer journey and the grief following and all the upheaval of the hurts and trauma I endured and how far I've come. During these heartbreaking, feeling-numbing moments I found solace.

I found solace in the beating of my heart,

In the smiles of the checker at the mini mart.

I found solace in memories of mischief and glory,

In ice cream from a pit stop, part of the story.

I found solace in my cup of joe,

In the morning haze, messy hair, and sunrise glow.

I found solace in the pup snuggles,

In fields of giggles and crackles

I found solace in the vulnerability of my heart,

In the words of dear friends, never far apart.

I found solace in hugs from strangers, now friends,

In vibrant sunsets and sunrises that never end.

I found solace in the heart of my daughter,

In her radiant beauty and tender laughter.

I found solace in raindrops on my metal roof,

In trees that whisper peace, nature’s proof.

I found solace in the sound of the gentle brook,

In eyes with depth, gentleness, just one look.

I found solace in photographs that capture the scene,

In the click of the keyboard, a rhythm serene.

I found solace in shared suffering, and the roles we play,

In the space of the Universe making us whole in every way.

I found solace in discovering my spirit, my soul,

In the interconnectedness that makes us all whole.