What if the highest state of human existence was never about service, but about silence? I was listening to The Apocalypse of Paul, and have pondered all week about sige, Greek meaning silence. It is the silent, fertile ground from which all divine creations and Aeons emerge. Hmm I wondered, what if it was always just about absolute neutrality? We live in a world deeply addicted to the "helper program." From infancy, we are conditioned to believe that sacrifice, rescuing, a

Great Sand Dunes - Feb 2026 What was once a figment of my imagination is now here...again. Looking back at many of my dreams, visions, and inner knowings, the ones that left me breathless have, in one way or another, come to pass. At the same time, I've learned something important. In my waking moments, not every synchronicity is meant to be taken at face value or a sign from the Divine. Sometimes the mind creates meaning to close open loops. Sometimes anxiety, trauma, or old

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October 2024 - Artist Point I have a confession. Even I didn't see my pattern until it became too painful to ignore. That is the TRUTH. This photograph are much like the mirrors we need to break our patterns…you have to be still to see and also the inner mountain you must climb to break it. For all the reflection, all the awareness, all the inner work, there were still parts of me I could not see clearly until life held up a mirror I could no longer look away from. It sha

April 2025 - Totori Sand Dunes, Japan Understanding Amor Fati Amor Fati. It’s not just about “loving your fate.” What if fate isn’t something that simply happens to you? What if it’s about you finally choosing differently? What if that moment of loss, disruption, or everything falling apart is actually the moment you break free from a pattern your soul can no longer carry? We often call it fate when something ends. We call it destiny when something begins. But sometimes, it’

This was inspired from the cancer journey and the grief following and all the upheaval of the hurts and trauma I endured and how far I've come. During these heartbreaking, feeling-numbing moments I found solace.

April 2025 - Me climbing Mt Saint Helens “On the mountains of truth you can never climb in vain: either you will reach a point higher up today, or you will be training your powers so that you will be able to climb higher tomorrow" - "You must be ready to burn yourself in your own flame; how could you rise anew if you have not first become ashes?" Friedrich Nietzsche I read these quotes recently, and it reminded me of a written piece that was inspired by the climb of Mount Sa

Me on a solo trip for my 45th birthday at Moab Utah. I used to think the calmest person in the room was the most powerful. Turns out, I wasn’t calm. I was stonewalling. I’ve always had a big smile. Heck, I even won best smile in high school eons ago. It's the kind of smile that softens people. The kind that makes everyone feel comfortable around you. What most people didn’t know is that behind that smile was an armor. If you had met me six years ago and conflict showed up,

Picture: Mexico April 2024 Sukha found me when I loosened my grip. I went to Mexico with no itinerary, just a prayer to feel cared for and safe. Sukha answered in a beachside sign, a kind Seahawks fan driver, and a locals‑only adventure that softened my whole body. #surrender, #synchronicity, #motherhood, #travel, #radiatingsukha, #PEACE™ I didn’t choose the name Sukha . Sukha chose me. The first time I heard it, it was a YouTube video with a dog named Sukha. The word felt s